Friday

So, it's technically Saturday because it's 12:14 am. Ha.

I was going to bed, but decided to update y'all. Omg, I just said y'all.

*facepalm*. Well anyways, yesterday I went and saw my Papa again.

For some reason he looked better, it would make me the happiest granddaughter

on earth if he lived til my 18th bday in September. But, unfortunately, I severely

doubt it.

And when my sister had gone to see him, she freaked out. She's such a moron.

I mean, yeah it's horrible to see him like this, but she's fucking stupid.

I honestly hate my sister. But whatevs.

Another thing, I posted another chapter to "Covet" on my fanfiction.

Go check it out and read, please!

www.fanfiction.net/~simplyshawna

It's super long, but it's going to get really good. Ha. I haven't started

on chapter 4 yet. But I will sooner or later.

On to another topic.

I had 3 class finals today: easy, peezy, lemon squeezy. Hhaha.

Tuesday is the last day of Junior year and I'm pumped!

Oh, yeah. Next Friday, I go back for a summer government class

for 3 weeks. Then I'll have summer. But I get out at 12:30 so yeaaah.

Well I think that's it for now.

Read my stories and review.

Thanks, bunches!

-Stimulant Shawna

Can I Keep You?

Nana '44-'03 Papa

Today I found out that my Papa[grandpa] left the hospital.
He has cancer in his back, liver, right lung, and brain. He wanted to spend his last days
at his house. The last time I saw him was a couple weeks ago and my family is
sure that he won't make it past this week. I'm so scared.
Back in 2003, when I was 11 my Nana passed away and I lost some one really close.
I'm not close to my Papa anymore because of his new "family". But I know that
when he goes, the tears will flow as fast and as hard as my Nana's tears did to me.
I can't concentrate on anything anymore. It's finals week at school as if I didn't already
have enough to worry about.
I love my Papa, so much. And I don't want him to go.
Another family member down and life is closing in.
It hurts to even think of death, but it's hereditary.
I can't keep you, Papa.
Sometimes it felt like you didn't even want me.
I know it's your time now, so go and be with Nana.
We'll miss you and your lame ass jokes, but you'll always be my Papa.
Too young, just like Nana; but you'll still go.
I love you, Papa.
-Shawna

Covet 1,2,3,4

Chapter 1:

Bella's dress for work:

Bella's car:

Bella's house:

Edward's Diner:

Booth:

Chapter 2:

Edward's car:

Edward's House:

Chapter 3:

Bella's evening dress:

Chapter 4:

Edward's bedroom:

FanFiction

Hey. So, I've started writing on FanFiction.net.
Here's my link: www.fanfiction.net/~SimplyShawna
And I'm going to be posting pictures that go with things from the story.
Go read my story "Covet" because that's what the pictures will be for.
Thanks alot!
-Shawna